So, hi. Pronounce it without the comma. That shows what I feel now.
So, I just had a conversation with one of my highscool junior. Who had just passed the SPM examination. That junior asked me hows life and everything. "Life has been good" - I replied. And I'm sorry because I lied. Maaf, kau bukan orang yang tepat untuk aku ceritakan masalah aku. Sorry dik.
Bla bla bla. Suddenly dia cakap "I have so many problems." And kid, what do you expect me to say? "Chill the fuck out"? or maybe "You should be enjoying life, hey man you're still young!" - I bet I'll kill myself for saying those things to my junior. Sorry again dik, its not like I dont want to help or listen to your problems. But me myself, I'm having my hard times now. Aku sendiri pun dah taktahan nak tanggung, nak fikir masalah aku. So, aku just boleh ckp, "Thats life. I also have my own problems. You want it or not, you have to face it."
I'm a such a baaaaad senior kan? I mean pendengar yang tak baik? LOL. I'm sorry. But you have your girlfriend who can listen to you, man. So no worries then :) Me? Yeah, I have my... erm friend. Yeah, a friend of mine who's willing to lend me his ears whenever I feel like crapping. A very good friend of mine. Who were there for me through my ups and downs. Thanks Bah :')
I love you, I miss you and I need you. But.. look at how you treated me. Busy here and there. You were'nt there when I need you. Its okay. I understand. You need to study bcause you're having finals now. Ni baru 10 minit "Eh I nak pergi amik angin, bye" then datang balik. 15 minit lepas tu "Nak study jap, pastu nak pergi lepak." And when I replied "Okay :)" with the stupid fucking fake smile, can't you notice? At least one damn thing? Can't you notice that I'm not okay with it?
I guess you're not. Fine then, up to you.
